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This page is dedicated to the King that I serve and the family to which I now belong!
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For many years I have wandered aimlessly, trying to figure out why I was born into a world that made no sense to me. Who would I become? What was my purpose? Where was my direction? When would be my reward? Why is life so difficult?
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Who am I? you ask.
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Well, that could be a longer story than you want to here. Lets just say, I grew up like most young boys, as a punk. (This is a person who is so ashamed of their own fears that they do all they can to hide them.) I would act tough at certain times while at others I would be quiet and withdrawn. I looked for love in all the wrong places as they say, and when I didn't find it I became more afraid I never would. That caused me to start acting out in ways that would become very obnoxious. I can not tell you how starved I was for affection. Not from my family either, at least not my imediate family. I did not feel as if I fit in any where, that is, until I met Jesus! Once I Surrendered my life to Him, He began making changes that developed my character to be more like Himself, and I became more fulfilled than ever! I have always believed that Jesus was real but I never new what a difference He could realy make in my heart untill I placed all my trust in Him. This is what is known as faith. I have since Learned to love myself as I am, with all of my faults and sin. I learned a long time ago that Jesus loved me enough to die for me! But having developed a personal relationship with Him I now realize that the more important act of love was not that he died on the cross, but that he gave up His position as God to become a man, come to this Minuscule point of light in the vast expance that He created, Live a life filled with the heartache and pain that each and every one of us go through and never once Loosing sight of His Father, or the faith in that His Father would provide for Him. In essence He showed us how to trust That God cared about every aspect of our lives. Sure He died for us, and I don't wish to down play that one bit. However he knew that His Father was going to resurrect Him from the dead. He knew and he "TRUSTED", that is to say that He Had "FAITH" in His Father to raise Him again as He had promised He would. Then upon His resurrection He returned to visit with His disciples for a time to show that His "FAITH" was justified and that promisses made by His Father were kept.
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A true Warrior must trust (have faith in) his King!
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As I read those promisses In His written word, the Bible, I cant help but feel very special. I feel that way not only because He came to Earth and showed me how to live, but also because He showed many others how to live. Now I am a part of a family that is unified as one body of believers. The family and the love I had always been afraid I would never find somehow found me. They accepted me as I was. That was something I wasn't even willing to do for myself. You know, I think that may be one of the biggest reasons people are afraid of trying to be an active member in church is that they are afraid no one will accept them as they are and they are unwilling to change because they don't know any other way. The most insane thing one can do, I was once told, is to keep doing the same things over and over again expecting different results! Once you are willing to admitt that things you do are wrong and face the fear that some might look down their nose at you, a peculiar thing begins to happen... You begin to realize that the people who are ginuine will accept you for who you are, not what they think you should be. Once you see that nobody is expected to be perfect you can relax and feel the love that we have for each other anyway despite our imperfections. That is where the true joy comes from. No asspect of our lives is as important as the relationships we develop. Nothing strengtens the bond of those relationships other than love, not the love of husband and wife, but that of brother for brother and sister for sister. Family must come first. This is the cause I fight for, and this is why I cherish my Warriors heart. I stand for what is right by the guide lines my King has laid out for me in His word. I make mistakes, I stumble and fall, but my family nor my God hold that against me because I believe as His word says: There is therefor now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus"!
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Warriors Heart
If you wish to learn more about the Kingdom that I serve (Click Here)
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Star Trek
Friendships can be forged anywhere even on the web. This link is produced by the best friend I have never seen. LOL ��
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